Uh, I do remember what I said. The promise… to protect her. If I’d have done that, even if I didn’t make it, you wouldn’t have had to jump. But I want you to know I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but after that. Every night after that. I’d see it all again. I do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways. Every night I save you.
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I’ve lived for-soddin’-ever, Buffy. I’ve done everything. Done things with you I can’t spell. But I’ve never… been close. To anyone, least of all you. Till last night. All I did was hold you, watch you sleep. And it was the best night of my life. So yeah, I’m terrified.
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What can I tell you, baby? I’ve always been bad.
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"When I say, I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re a hell of a woman. You’re the one, Buffy.
I’ve lived for soddin’ ever, Buffy. I’ve done everything. Done things with you I can’t spell, but… I’ve never… been close to anyone. Least of all you. ‘Til last night. All I did was hold you, watch you sleep. And it was the best night of my life. So, yeah… I’m terrified.